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Monday, October 27th, 2003
3:09 am - appy Happy Happy!!!!!!
I used to sit and wonder
Would I ever be Happy
Life was so bitter Sweet
So many disappointments
Too many ups and downs for me
When you live a nightmare
It's hard to dream.

But sometimes life just isn't fair
So why complain nobody cares
And I don't want to waste nobody's time
So i'm about to change my vibe
Today's the sun's going to shine
Cause I made up my mind
that today will be the start of better days
leaving old shit behind
And move on with my life
The blindfold's off my eyes
and now ALL I SEE FOR ME IS BETTER DAYS

current mood: cheerful

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Monday, September 29th, 2003
12:40 am - Aristotle
"It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it" - Aristotle

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Monday, September 22nd, 2003
12:33 pm - ...
I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do

I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see

I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Never let him go

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12:22 pm
These days, I don't know how to express myself well with words. Nothing great has been going on these few days. Cutted down on my night visits to clubs. Haha. Improvement! At least. work has been good. Doing turns. I'm quite happy. At least I get to go home. But bad pay check for this month. Guess i'm truly the happiest when i'm back home. Sorry to those who are still struggling with studies, work, etc overseas.

My brother just asked me about migration. Perth or Melbourne. Told him I'll stick to Melbourne as planned. Just because he visited my cousin in Perth and now he wants to divert to Perth instead(Lower living cost). Isn't it ironic. I was just talking about feling good and all that coming back to home here. Well, it's a difficult situation to explain. At least my family will be moving over if nothing goes wrong. But that won't happen so soon. At least in 4 to 5 years time. "Will I ever get a tribute from my friend if I were to leave?" I doubt so. Haha......... Am i being the bitch again?

Going out to meet David now. Long lost friend. Met him last night at work. Ciaoz!

WQ

current mood: cold

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Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
11:49 pm - Why Men Lie.......
One day, while a woodcutter was cutting a branch of a tree above a river, his axe fell into the river. When he cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The woodcutter replied that his axe has fallen into water, and he needed the axe to make his living.

The Lord went down into the water and reappeared with a golden axe. "Is this your axe?" the Lord asked. The woodcutter replied, "No."

The Lord again went down and came up with a silver axe. "Is this your axe?" the Lord asked. Again, the woodcutter replied, "No."

The Lord went down again and came up with an iron axe."Is this your axe?" the Lord asked. The woodcutter replied, "Yes."

The Lord was pleased with the man's honesty and gave him all three axes to keep, and the woodcutter went home happy.

Some time later the woodcutter was walking with his wife along the riverbank, and his wife fell into the river.When he cried out, the Lord again appeared and asked him, "Why are you crying?"

"Oh Lord, my wife has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water and came up with Jennifer Lopez. "Is this your wife?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the woodcutter. The Lord was furious. "You lied! That is an untruth!"

The woodcutter replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a misunderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Jennifer Lopez, You would have come up with Catherine Zeta-Jones. Then if I also said 'no' to her, you would have come up with my wife. Had I then said 'yes,' you would have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor man, and am not able to take care of all three wives, so THAT'S why I said yes to Jennifer Lopez."



The moral of this story is: Whenever a man lies, it is for a good and honorable reason, and for the benefit of others.



That's our story, and we're sticking to it!

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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
12:30 am - Come Undone
"Such a Saint, Such a Whore......."

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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
1:11 pm - Flower..
"The Flower Blossoms once in a Lifetime,
And Yet I Missed It........."

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Thursday, August 14th, 2003
3:05 am - Finding Nemo!!
Ivy just bought me this........



Look at LUCKY Fin..
:)

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Friday, August 8th, 2003
2:20 pm - BESTEST friends....
If there ever was such a word...... My BESTEST friend & BEST friend..





and



current mood: cheerful

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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
2:30 am - bAck!!
i mIss SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!! Oh...
Happy NATION DAY!!
Hee....

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Saturday, July 26th, 2003
9:40 pm - How Long Will it LAST?
Still don't wish to start dreaming.
You still think that one has never ever left you.
Reminisence or loneliness
For a single person
It really is a big burden

How deep was the love we had, and how long did it last?
If you want to feel that it never happened
And even if we did, how long can we be in love?
No wonder tears start falling, because you can't see properly the pain of seperating.
It's because love starts to get cold.
What we had wasn't forever, and we can't stop those who want to leave.
How long do you wish to be in love?
Please don't wait. Waiting for your heart to break.
Why are you letting loneliness torment you?

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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
2:36 pm - Heeheeeeeeeeeeee

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1:45 pm - hEllo.......
How's everybody? Been so long since i wrote anything. Three months?
Gosh.. Time don't wait for no one. Thank god my friends do..
Oh Lilan, you're going off again. Gonna miss you. Hope I'll have the chance to visit again.
Nothing more to ay. Just another lazy day. Programme of the day? Spending time with lao bu...

current mood: drained

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Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
2:21 am - Not Myself..................
I'm not myself when you're around
I'm not myself standing in a crowd
I'm not myself and I don't know how
I'm not myself, myself right now

Jesus Christ will you look at me
Don't know who I'm supposed to be
Don't really know if I should give a damn
When you're around, I don't know who I am

I'm not myself when you go quiet
I'm not myself all alone at night
I'm not myself don't know who to call
I'm not myself at all

Jesus Christ will you look at me
Don't know who I'm supposed to be
Don't really know if I should give a damn
When you're around, I don't know who I am

I always wished that I could find
Someone as beautiful as you
But in the process I forgot that I was special too

I'm not myself when you're around
(I'm not myself when you go quiet)
I'm not myself all alone at night
(I'm not myself standing in a crowd)
I'm not myself and I don't know how
I'm not myself, myself right now
(Don't know what I believe)

Jesus Christ will you look at me
Don't know who I'm supposed to be
Don't really know if I should give a damn
When you're around, I don't know who I am

I always wished that I could find
Someone as beautiful as you
But in the process I forgot that I was special too
I always wished that I could find
Someone as talented as you
But in the process I forgot
That I was just as good as you

current mood: confused

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Thursday, April 17th, 2003
3:44 am - Is it for me?
I tired to stay ahead
i tried to stay on top
I tried to play the part
But some how I forgot
Just why I did it for
And why I wanted more
This type of modern life
is it for me?
this type of modern life
Is it for free?

current mood: awake

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Sunday, March 30th, 2003
1:58 am - Reminiscence
I close the room filled with insufficient oxygen
Light a cigarette and reminisce your breathing
Search my brain for unresolved disagreements
Rebuff your questions to the empty air
Putting off every time, a real reunion
I lock myself up, wishing for news of you
Self-contentedly
Rejected charm, doesn't leave a mark
Enjoying my distance from you

Perhaps I like to reminisce you
More than I like seeing you
Perhaps I like to imagine you
More than than I like possessing you

I close the room filled with insufficient oxygen
Light a cigarette and reminisce your breathing
Scatter riddles occasionally about the floor
Rebuff your questions to the empty air
Putting off every time, a real reunion
I lock myself up, wishing for news of you
Going through time and again
Sweetly suspicious
Therefore becoming mysterious
Prolonging your curiosity

Perhaps I like to reminisce you
More than I like seeing you
Perhaps I like to imagine you
Don't need to hold you tight

current mood: lonely

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Friday, March 21st, 2003
5:15 pm - Perth in 24Hours
Touched down. 1205hrs, 20/03/03. Showered. Lobby. Charmy. Cafe. Macdonald's. Bonte Street. Chat. Laugh. Smoke. Sleep. wake up. War. Went out. Irony. Shopping. David Jones. AESOP. Myers. Student joint. Curry rice. Drive. Curtin University. Lecture. Boring. Apple Strudels. Chili Sauce. Yeo's drinks. Bonte Street. Fremantle. Sunset. Fish and Chips. Mussels. Garden City. Boost. Happening. Bonte Street. Bye Bye Charmy. Lobby. Change. Lobby. Airport. Bye Bye PERTH. 0130hrs, 21/03/03.

That sums up my stay Perth in 24 hours.
Going to miss u Charmy.......





current mood: accomplished

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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
1:12 am




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Thursday, March 6th, 2003
3:38 am - Set me free...
Feeling like a caged bird.. hmm... Sometimes life is just so jailed up, Doing things just to please other people. being tactful with words so that we don't hurt other people (Esp SNAGs.. read sensitive new age guy/gal). Why? Why do we have to live in pretence? Why can't we just be ourselves? Speak our minds.... in the process of my life, i have realised that being plastic is the best policy to survive. People cannot take the real you. like for example, u tell someone the truth that u have never smoke before, they choose not to believe you but tell them yes i have smoked before, they straight away believe what you just said. Oh why oh why? people tend to believe in lies i suppose? We are all sad creatures. Believe in the unseen and the obivious lies. I'm high now as i write this. High! Really very high.. hahhaa.. I dont even know what rubbish i'm uttering. Set me free.. Free me from this F@#$ed up world!

current mood: confused

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Friday, February 28th, 2003
2:44 am - agnes b.

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